Tool.

Oh i started this 5 days ago...but forgot about it. LOL. I'm going to try my best to post more. Ugh. sorry.

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Oops Again.

I just have not been in a mood for an entry. I'm never in the mood. I'm sorry.

Strawberry Stud.

Wow. I've done nothing today. Talk about unproductive.

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She is the type of girl that wishes on stars, even though she knows nothing will happen. She still wants some hope, that her life will be better. She wishes to be prettier, a stronger person, but most of all, with tears running down her face, she wishes for him.

Missing him, wanting him, needing him. Just wishing he thinks about you, and has never forgotten the memories you two have means everything. Just the small thought of maybe, just maybe, there might be an "us" gives you the strength to hold on that much longer.

And then I sat and cried. It was the worst kind of sobbing, the kind that hurts your chest and steals your breath and no one could hear me.

I don't know what I would do without you. You are the most incredible person I've ever met & I just want to thank you for everything you've done for me. From the littlest things to the bigger things. You are the most amazing friend a person could ever have & I know I can talk to you whenever anything is bothering me. You are reliable & trustworthy & so much more. Having a person like you around brightens my day. You always check up on me & see how I'm doing. You always seem to make me feel better & let me know that you care. I know no matter what, you won't walk out on me, & all I can really do is thank you & return the favor. You mean the world to me & whatever it is that you need, I'm here. I'm gonna be here to talk to if you ever need me; I'll try my best to give you advice or just be the person to lend a shoulder to you. You are my best friend & I just wanted you let you know how special of a person you are. Thanks for everything.

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4-H Love.

Hey. He's back in my life. Yay.

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[[HELL YES!]]

Summer is about letting go of your past,
forgetting that the next school year will come,
and just living in the moment with
friends that will always be by your side.

You give anything for it.
Sometimes you give everything.
But sometimes it's just not enough.

Become that girl you want to be.
The one who guys cant forget.
The one who goes out all the time.
[[i wish]]

And you still mean everything to her..
youre just not worth the fight anymore.

Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of us.
And what happened between us.
Or really what never happened between us.
I wonder if you even care.

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Broken.

This might be crap. I'm not in the mood but you guys need an entry.

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I don't know why we all hang onto
something we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.
Some of us say we'd rather have that something
than nothing at all, but the truth is...
to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.

We're women.
We don't say what we want,
but we reserve the right
to be pissed off if we don't get it.

There's not really anything to discuss.
There's you and me; but no us.

Don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs.
Know that in the end, you'll get what your heart longs.
Try not to risk it all; don't stumble; don't fall.
Take the time to read the writings on the wall.
Hold your head high; don't be afraid to say goodbye.
Stay true and be you. do everything there is to do.
Live life to the fullest and never look back -
There is a reason for the future and a reason for the past.
Love til it hurts; laugh til you cry.
And when your life flashes before you die,
Be happy for what you've done,
Be happy for what you've overcome,
And most of all, be proud of what you've become.

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